Christmas

Hey everyone.
I'm not really doing a lot so i thought i'd drop a line or two in my blog.
I suppose as anyone who has seen me recently will know, Audrey and George are still very much so on my mind. Things are a little strained here at home at the moment. Dad is kinda grumpy, and that always makes mum and me feel really sad. I wish Audrey and George were still here because when they were dad wasn't as grumpy. Christmas is mixed emotions this year. It's cool cause it's christmas, but sad because it doesn't feel like it, and it's this time of year that I miss mum's family the most. I also realised this morning that it will be different because I won't be opening any presents (like we always did) before church because Andrew isn't here.
I spoke to Auntie Audrey last night, it was so good to hear her voice! It's strange cause I see her more as a friend than an aunt - but maybe that's what aunts are really like i dunno. I can like talk about anything with her! (I'm sorry to everyone that this is all I talk about.) It's strange, I bottle all this stuff up to the point when I'm crying, and then as soon as I blurt it all I feel so much better.
Summer camp starts in 2 days, i'm so not ready yet. Hopefully I'll get a couple of good preparation hours today -once i've actually started beign helpful rather than wrapping presents and then talking here. Speaking of which I should actually start doing some stuff for mum. I might write some more later but we'll see what happens.

If i don't get on here until after summer camp have a great christmas everyone! Have also a good week after christmas!
And i'll be back with hopefully a good summer camp - if people could pray for my preparation and bec's too!

Jen
xox

I miss you, most at Christms time, and I can't get you, get you off my mind. Every other season comes along and i'm alright, but then I miss you most at christmas time.

They're singing deck the halls, but it's not like christmas at all, cause i remember when you were here...