a little better

I'm feeling a little bit better today. Sleep helped. I am still sad but i'm at least not crying. I got a message from Auntie Aud at 12:30 last night haha, to say some stuff which was really nice, haha my phone was on loud so it woke me up - not that I minded at all. I replied and she was like "you should be sleeping! Good night pink fairy! Xx Aud" awww. I was like awww and then went back to sleep. So that means they made it to Kuala Lumpar (sp?). they're on their way to heathrow airport, London now and then going on to Belfast.
I'm going to go over there next year, i'm just deciding the best time. There are two options. July, August time when i'm mid-year break at uni, although it depends on my practical schedule doing teaching, or going from early december through to february which would be awesome spending a long time there. The only problem with that time of year is that school is still on and most of my relatives work in a school. - i guess it runs in the family. I guess the only other thing with december is not being with my family for christmas, i don't know how they would be with that. - but it was dad's suggestion so we'll see.
Yesterday I was such a wrek. When I went to carols sarah and bec asked how saying goodbye was, and i just started crying & the same later that night when Alistair said a similar thing. I think a funny thing was that everyone was going up to mum last night asking how she was and she's like "i'm ok, but jen is so upset, she's been inconsoleable all day" haha.

well i just got mightily distracted making a new music playlist with songs that have memories of this year. I'm going to go now, and get ready for the day.

j