thinking

Hey people.
I guess it's time to blog since I am this window again. I don't know if there is anything to write... at least on here anyway. I think i start most of my blogs with that, but it's true.
I'm still tired from Adam's 18th I think... and so emotions are flying high, I should really have a sleep today.
It's valentines day... just another regular day for me, apart from the occasional msn flower (or 12 :-$) (thanks guys). I totally agree with alistair when he was talking about valentines day on his blog (which is http://alistairhasablog.blogspot.com (how's that for advertising :-P). He was saying how in school they used to give out roses and stuff.. I think every year i knew I wouldn't get anything, but you'd still sit there and every time one got delivered you'd wonder if there was one for you. It sounds pathetic i know, but yeah.. so yeah.. that's my valentines day experience.. not that exciting. This year isn't really any more so - perhaps other than those msn flowers :-) and presentation night tonight could be fun hehe.. YaY for sarah!

People have gone away... and stuff... it's relatively boring at home.. sitting here at the computer with Alex (the bear), i'm sure he'll be next to me most of today... something about this bear that's just nice to cuddle, maybe it's cause he's so soft and squishes well hehe. I can just hear the laughter now. But yeah, people are away, only a few people online, i should do the housework i said i would today... if i get it done then i can be bored later and not now. Agh!!! what is with people on the radio saying "valentines day" every 3 seconds.. it's like..ok just shut up!!! except i htink i am actually going to turn it off so i don't have to hear it! And i don't feel like going walking again - too hot.. so radio goes off...

Ok new philosophy, this one is on guys hugs. I know about 4 guys who will actually hug you like it means something, like i'm sure you all mean stuff by your hugs, but yeah it's just nice to have a real hug occasionally... so go you good huggers!
haha i think that thought must have been brought about by alex or monty or something.. (alex cause i'm huggin him now and monty cause he's a cuddle plant).. again.. i can hear the laughter.
Writing in this is really good for me at the moment, i'll probably go and write in my other diary straight after this... i started my new one yesterday :-)

Ok i'll stop boring you with my random babble, i'll go do some house work first i think, then sit down over lunch and write in my diary....
Love
Jenny
xox xox xox xox xox xox (to all of you who are my valentine(s)!)