hey people..

just gonna blog here and see what happens. You know when you ahve heaps of stuff running through your brain and you just can't make sense of any of it... and you end up totally confused and stuff.. yeah well there you go..
It's bizarre, I don't usually have trouble with words and stuff, but lately I've just been so clumsy with language.. probably why i haven't really written here. Although dispite my incapability to write coherently and stuff I have had a couple really good msn conversations which have been really really good. Probably draining but very good, needed and worthwhile. So thankyou to the person. Haha.. sorry everyone for being so vague.. don't really want to blog about anything in particular, just to write stuff down in the hope that i can make some sense of stuff in my own special way.
It's strange you know.. like suddenly something seems to be really unconfusing and all exciting and stuff, and one sentence can change it all... language is a powerful thing. It can break and build so bizarre. I've been off in "fairy land" a lot lately and been totally preoccupied with thinking and sitting down and just staring blankly... maybe that's how you think about nothing... now wouldnt that be nice.
I'm currently listening to the soundtrack from "my best friends wedding" sad i know... but *sigh* such a good CD, and yeah... it's good.. got stuff about it that is good, and really easy to tune out to.. somehow it helps me think.
Ok time to rant again! Jealousy sucks. Did you all know that... right there is this thing that keep sparking jealousy in me and i hate it! I hate being jealous. my only problem is.. i just don't know how to stop it... other than to pray.

Other than my confusingness stuff i don't really have a lot to say. A couple of you will know what on earth i am on about and the rest of you will all be like what the!? but it's all good.. you can stay that way :-P

I've been driving a little lately as well, and if my silly knee can hurry up and not be sore it will all be good :-) reverse parking here we come...

oh well time for quote and signing off..

love
jenny

"oh you don't know the one who dreams of you at night, who longs to kiss your lips, longs to hold you tiiight oh i am just a friend, that's all i've ever been cause you don't know me.." haha sorry .. was the lines on the song which i was listening to easiest to quote....