Jenfafa's Blog

8/30/2005

Well here I am again...
I'm sitting at the moment on our toffee coloured sofas in my mis-matched pj's, breathing in the gasses of ventolin* & atrovent*. I woke up this beautiful morning (glanced outside, it does look nice) not really being able to breathe and still dizzy, so I am on the nebulizer and not sure if I am going to uni today.
It's crazy how much you value breathing! (well maybe not), but when you have difficulty it feels so incredibly uncomfortable and things.
The past couple of days I haven't done heaps, yesterday I went to the chiropractor, watched TV, did an assignment, taught, watched more TV, talked on MSN, and watched 50 first dates. So that's really about all I have done!
Last night I had a strange dream, that I was at a petrol station with my bro and sister in law and my car caught on fire. But it didn't blow up and Andrew and Bess were just sitting in the car and i'm running to and fro trying to get things out.. but it was strange people didn't come to help, we didn't try to put it out or anything - crazy. The car eventually stopped burning, but I don't know to what extent thecar was damaged. Poor Jasmine Belle**. I don't know what happened in the end because I woke up... but there you go.
I started posting on johngb.com again- it's fun.

I found out this morning about John Brogden trying to commit suicide. It's so sad.
I don't think that a mistake some one makes should have to drive someone to do that. I mean yes, what he did was wrong, he's the leader of a party and he shouldn't have done what he did. But, it's not fair on him as a person to have it so crazily blown out of proportion and everything and to haunt him so much that it drives him to suicide.

Anyway, that's enough from me today...

j

*Athsma medication
** Jasmine Belle, the name of my car. It's a honda Jazz, hence, the Jasmine, and then because Jasmine is a disney princess I couldn't bear to not have Belle.

8/29/2005

I thought I'd blog again...
I haven't in a while have I?
I had a fun weekend, I went to a ball. It was good met some cool new people (mike and matt) and I danced, it was fun! Yesterday I had an orchestra concert which was pretty good too it was fun to play.

Today I had an ok day. I had dizziness spells, and had to come home from uni. I have been lying down pretty much since - went to the doc, he discovered i couldn't balance cause of it and so i have a medical certificate and have been instructed to take it easy.
So there you go that's waht's happened.
P.S. This saturday night is a big event at the State Theatre called Consider Christ. It's going to be super! I have tickets they are $10 if you want one!

xx
j

8/14/2005

Wow!

You know it was incredible, my entry on friday was so heart felt and things but I just couldn't find the words to explain anything.
And then I had this awesome weekend. Sure it was emotional, stressful at times... but overall I almost can't explain how much it has done for me!
I had so much fun just running around and things, and I learnt so much about the bible and was soooo challenged by God's word! I feel so recharged and have just had this excitement about me since!
I don't know if this happens to anyone else, but I got home last night and I was so filled with emotion all I could do was cry, and it was so strange because it was emotion out of lonliness and then I prayed and prayed and now I am feeling so charged and things! I love the way God works! I had this super conversation with my friend ollie about Christian things too! Man ... WoW!
I'd had such a horrible day on Friday... things just seemed to go haywire, but I think that made me appreciate camp so much more!
I found myself so uplifted by the songs as well... like I haven't had so much fun singing in ages! I LOVE Camps!!!! :D:D:D

Anyway, I ought to go, because I have to teach this afternoon!
so boute!

j

"Blessed be Your name when the sun's shining down on me, when the world's all as it should be, blessed be Your name. Blessed be Your name on the road marked with suffering, though there's pain in the offering, blessed be Your name."

8/11/2005

People Need the Lord

Every day they pass me by,
I can see it in their eyes.
Empty people, filled with care,
Headed who knows where.
On they go through private pain,
living fear to fear.
Laughter hides their silent cries
Only Jesus hears.

People need the Lord, People need the Lord.
At the end of broken dreams,
He's the open door.
People need the Lord, People need the Lord.
When will we realise,
people need the Lord.

We are called to take his light
to a world where wrong seems right.
What could be to great a cost
for sharing life with one who's lost?
Through his love our hearts can feel
All the greif they bear.
They must hear the words of life
Only we can share.

People need the Lord, People need the Lord.
At the end of broken dreams,
He's the open door.
People need the Lord, People need the Lord.
When will we realise,
That we must give our lives for people need the Lord.
People need the Lord.